Just a thought –
People who do not use others for their own good is becoming negligible.
She looked into his eyes. She knew I’m too much in love.
She opened up, “The beautiful feeling that blossomed within me was a deception. I met a man during his debauched phase in life. I was a seraph who could change his life. He saw I had love in my eyes. For him. The prodigious type of love.
After repetitive times of me voicing, I cannot do this. I’m not your friend. He, very diplomatically, got into a relationship that has no name.”
“It is not love. It is not friendship.”
She continued, “I felt misled yet again in life. I, of course, loved him and cared for him with my own wish. Unswervingly. Just didn’t fathom that he is delusional. I was assuming that he needs time to voice anything. Whatever it is. But I never knew he had planned it very clearly. That is what it seemed from our last conversation.”
With a long distance gazing,
He said, “ I do not need all this anymore. I’m stable now. Moreover, I never told it is a relationship. Why did you feel that way?”
Her eyes widened.
He said, “I should not have given myself absolutely to you during crunch. That was a mistake. I should have been able to handle myself.”
A drop of tear was at the corner of her eyes.
He said, “I was never comfortable hugging you. It was me who stopped it.”
She said, “ Stop.”
She had this habit of hugging him and kissing on his forehead whenever he leaves for the day. He used to beam with happiness after that kiss.
She kept pondering. Was I blind?
Practically speaking, he is at no fault. That is how the world is. The intensity of his deed is very less. But the person who was involved is a broken wreck.
You don’t tell to random people “I’m your responsibility.”
She took him too seriously because love means the world to her.
Things left within her was given to him. There are other people in his life to take her place. May be she was just a convenience factor. Now, there is no need of her.
She did voice, why these 3 months? What did I gain out of it?
His reply was astounding; “You got to spend time with the person who you love. Isn’t that a great thing?”
That very minute, she knew he was a stranger to her. She never knew him.
It is not a good feeling to be used when needed and been thrown away mercilessly as it has become a discomfort.
Her last question to him ” Will you miss me?”
He replied, “Yes and understand this is not easy for me too. Letting you go.”
She smiled at his fakeness.
She left him. And this time it is forever.
He told he could take care of himself.
He let her go.
She locked herself harder this time.
People are so busy using others that they even cannot see the damage they do to the other person – The world for us.